dorkfysh's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the drumroll that won't end Last night I let the kid and the cats sleep with me in my bed. I needed to be surrounded by warmth and breathing to remind myself that I'm not alone...no matter what...I'm not alone. Everything is in this bizarre holding pattern and I'm waiting for it all to shift and fall into place so I can move again. I just want to know. I need to know where I stand. I need to know what's expected of me and how I should proceed. I'm not a patient person. This is a virtue I need to get a grasp on. My impatience may be what has caused everything in my life to fall apart. I know it had something to do with my losing my job. I needed to know where I stood with them and when I insisted that they tell me what the hell was going on they let me go. I have moved halfway across the country on a whim because I didn't have the patience to think it through. I tend to jump into things head first with a blindfold on and one of these days I'm going to break my neck. 9:57 a.m. - January 26, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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