dorkfysh's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- alive Damn. I’m sorry diaryland. I have neglected you and left you for livejournal. I suck. In the past month I have cut off my hair so I now resemble a Dust Bowl farmer’s wife. It flatters my silly round face. I have lost a few friends, but when I look back I can see that they weren’t very good ones in the first place. I have rediscovered an old friend and I’m closer with some other ones. Lots of good stuff in the slapdash homemade family front. The kid is busy busy with the drumming and the animation and the excellent school. This year’s school picture is the best one yet. She’s beautiful and sassy and is going to take over the world someday. There was contact with her sperm donor, but we haven’t heard from him in over a month so I’m not holding my breath. *huge sigh of relief* There wasn’t a huge desire to look at his dumb face again anyway. I made the effort and nothing came from it. What more can I do? Dating is pointless and stupid. I don’t know if I can be bothered anymore. I still have a job…for now. Who knows what will happen in the future. This winter I plan on volunteering at a non-profit movie theater for the free indie movies and popcorn and hopefully we will move into an actual house with a yard. I also have vague plans to take a photography class and make a strange photo journal type thing. Working very hard to focus on the positive and trying to stay away from the black swirling pool of negativity that looms at the edge of everything. So….how have YOU been? PS. If you have lj and want to read my silly friends-only nonsense just let me know. 10:07 a.m. - October 08, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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